Fact or Fiction?

Whoever said it, I hope they're right. It's getting harder and harder the stronger my feelings grow. People have it so easy and they don't even realize. I never knew how important body language was until now. I can't read minds, I can't tell if you're actually smiling via text, I don't know how you feel until you tell me. Which, in most guys case, they don't know how to do that. It's not their style, and I understand that. I've expected too much and I took it too far. Maybe one day I'll figure this out and we can both be happy at the same time.

BIRTHDAYS

First of all, is this the coolest fucking bday cake you've ever seen or what? I'm completely obsessed with it. I'm going to marry it one day. It had me at "hello". Okay, I'm done...maybe.
I love doing surveys and I love birthdays so when I saw this, I figured I had to do it. Let the games begin...

1.) Birthdays are: your day, 100%. I'm the princess on my bday and nothing can bring me down!

2.) My favorite birthday memory was: I don't remember how old I was (probably 5 or 6) but I remember my mom bought me a new white dress just for my bday and I waited for about a week to wear it, asking her everyday if I could just "try it on". Then when I woke up that morning, I put it on and wore it with pride all day. I was the beautiest :)

3.) A birthday tradition my family has is: We don't really have a tradition. We just try to get together to celebrate, and it's usually more than one birthday combined. We do, however, always try to speed up the singing of "Happy Birthday", we sound so sad!

4.) If I had to choose one birthday meal to eat for the rest of my birthdays hence forward, I would choose: Filet Mignon...the good stuff. With the potatoes and green beans or asparagus. Oh so hearty and yummy.

5.) My birthday is on: July 31. I love it.

6.) If I could take a birthday trip, I would go: To a different location every year. I love traveling and what better way to celebrate your birthday than on vacation. You can do whatever you want!!

7.) The best gift I ever received for my birthday was: I've had plenty of amazing gifts and they all mean different things from different people. Although, this year my grandma bought me a plane ticket for my birthday to see a boy I like. That was special :)

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Happy birthday to my beautiful sisters Stephanie and Cecilia, turning 22 this year, and to my amazing best friend, Bri, turning old (26) this year =) Love yous!!

Bear Dog

Last weekend I went "up north" with my sister, her boyfriend (who later that day became her fiance!!!), his sister and cousin. We were all sitting on the beach when her fiance started telling us about this dog my sister mentioned she wanted. I was shocked because she HATES dogs. With a fiery passion. If they look at her she freaks out, makes a hilarious disgusted face and moves slowly away from the animal. No joke. So he's telling this story and in the end, it was some type of dog that looked like a bear. So the entire weekend, all 5 of us walked around randomly yelling out "Bear Dog!" I pictured a big, hairy, sloppy mess of a dog. That's usually what I think of when I see a bear or a dog so it's natural that I would imagine it as double trouble. Then, I just happened to stumble upon this photo and I fell in love. How can you not want this? It's like the very first stuffed teddy bear you ever received as a child and it was your "baby". You took it everywhere with you. When you ate, it ate. When you slept, it slept. When you were mad, they were even more mad. This is that teddy bear times a million. I need one now.

A Change of Heart

Sooo yeaaaa....I totally suck at blogging. I'm going to try something different. I've seen so many pictures of cute things I love so I decided to have more of a "virtual scrapbook" than a blog. It will say everything I can't find the words/strength to say out loud.
Stay tuned (but don't hold your breath!)